stupid angry poetry: a backpost

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hey girl
now that i'm drunk
i feel like i can talk to you
especially over the phone
that makes it real easy to say the things that i want to
that makes it real easy to say the things that i want to say to you

and while we're on the phone
thought i'd let you know
just thought i'd tell you
that i want to bone

i want to be your boyfriend
but even if im not
i will love you to the end
so no pressure
please don't feel pressured

don't you think its funny
now that i've had a few beers
my nose gets runny
and i'm talking to you
like i do all the time
so whats different now?
the word that comes to mind is
inhibitions
stumbled over that one
its all right

its strange how you let me hold you
and smell your hair
and nuzzle my nose in your neck
you let me pretend to love you
you let me pretend anything i want
just so long as i'm there for you
i feel as if i've been wronged
i feel i've been wronged
and you guilt trip me
happens all the time
guilt trip city

its not even a song anymore
it's more like a letter form
all these things i want to say
i'm glad i said them today
i bet i'll regret them tomorrow
and every day to follow

i love you so much
that i fucking hate you
these melodramatic words
i relate to you
they're such bullshit