musical blogpost update

i edited it a little bit. lemme know if it sounds gay.

myspace.com/ktstrasse

musical blogpost

i wrote and recorded a new song. i wanted to put it up here, but couldn't figure out how, so it's on www.myspace.com/ktstrasse.
called all roads lead back to you. pretty angsty, i'm pretty happy with it.
if you go to the myspace page and its not up there, check again tomorrow. it says its processing and might not be up for a little while.
i wrote this song after listening to lou reed's album new york, from 1989. it sounds pretty similar, but i think it's close to what my songs really sound like.

scrabble

i am really bad at scrabble. i don't know if its a psychological thing, like i just get all worked up, or if i'm just really bad at it, but every time i play it, i feel like my family is disappointed. i pick out a bunch of words i can put down, and then when it gets to be my turn, i don't have anything. bah!
maybe someday i can bring honor to my family.

attention seeker

i do everything i do to get attention.
i've been doing it for years, though more recently i've tried to tone it down.
it makes me hate myself and question everything i do.

sometimes garfield minus garfield makes me laugh and sometimes it makes me cry.

following

following is funny. i can't decide whether its more like a religion or more like stalking.

some thoughts... about me

no matter what i do i'm unsatisfied.
is this my lot in life or is it just inherent of humans?
i'm not good enough.

hangover hell

my head hurts a lot and i feel awful. emily was right about that jim bean.

coffee

i drank a lot of coffee today.
coffee does ungodly things to my colon.